I yearn for some one to like me the way I am , with my flaws and see through the mask I wear to hide the insecurities I carry . Someone who knows everything and still love me , yearn for me the way no one does. Someone who sees me at the shittiest of times And still doesn't judge me for being who I really am . I want someone to look at me even when no one is looking , in the room full of people , I might be feeling lonely but I am not because he is there, looking at me , wishing to talk to me , wishing to talk to Me .

Will I ever find someone like that , I don't know but lord whenever I do find him , find someone like him. Find someone like him .

The apartment was new and had furniture , lights, paintings, or any of the usual home decor stuff. I found myself staring at the area that was meant to be walked and played in; it was empty.

No people walking, chatting, no kids playing, and no bodies talking and looking at each other. It might be due to the sultry heat, but the sun had already set and a little cold breeze was there; still no humans. This is what apartments do to us: they lock us inside the walls of the very little space we own and trap our happiness , sadness , anger, loneliness inside it and prevent it from seeping through the walls and reaching outside. This is what I felt sitting at the balcony with my favourite cup of coffee, but I was still kind of sad, I could not feel the conversations of people that they have while sipping their evening tea, nor did I hear the noise of the television playing, nor did I hear the noise of utensils, nothing , just silence around everywhere.

Houses are different; they feel like home. You can hear someone's giggle, an angry mother shouting at their children, kids laughing while riding a bicycle, or someone chatting or gossiping. In houses, you are closer to nature; they are symbol of civilization. They thrive on love, sorrow, happiness and togetherness. I don't think anyone can feel lonely in a house, they don't demand modernization. That's why they feel like home .

Thank you for reading

I hope you like my first writing.

The above content is written entirely from my point of view, and many people might not agree with this. Well then, I respect that.

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